January 07, 2011

Fourth Day

Bearable.

That's all I've got. I can smile and pretend I'm loving it, but I think I'm always going to resent it a little bit.

I signed my contracts for Spring and Summer as well as next Fall and Winter. As excited as it makes me that I get to room with Megan, it still made me sad to realize I'm actually not going home for the summer.

Oh, and icing on the cake, it was 7 (SEVEN!!!) degrees when I left my apartment to walk to campus this morning. Not fun.

I'm having girls' night with Megan. That makes everything a little better. Cooking and watching "Twilight" and staying cooped in her apartment, I can almost pretend I'm in California.

But I'm still in Utard.

I'm still trying to "fake it."

I'm trying.

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