Sixth Day

I had too much free time today.

Church doesn't start until 2:00. So I sat around and read to keep my mind occupied.

While church was good, all I could do was compare it to Glendale 7th Ward. It wasn't the same. I missed all the friends I'd made.

And I certainly didn't like being the new girl.

I hated all the attention directed my way and everyone trying to get to know me. It's not that I don't like people, it's just overwhelming and I like my quiet little corner where I can observe and be looked over.

So I went to Megan's after. I don't think I'll ever be able to repay her for taking me in and tolerating me. We watched "The Last Airbender" (By the way, not the best movie) and ate queso.

Then I walked home in the frigid cold.

I got to talk on the phone to my brother. It made me realize just how much I miss him. And how much I miss home.

Then I talked to my mom. I couldn't help but cry and pour my heart out to her. Every thought that passed through my my head today, I told her. I needed someone to know.

It's the hardest during my free time. I'm doing everything I can to stay busy.

Let week two begin.